I lay still so the pain can find its way into my veins and contaminate my heart
love's on my mind, it grows overtime
so hard to find, so hard to start
maybe i need someone to stare in my eyes with equal affection
maybe someone needs me to hold onto for a night
i'll be her protection
maybe someone needs me to take their breath for a while
then she'll take mine and she'll smile
and i'll smile
but i hardly deserve these things that i desire
i'll admit I've been the worst
and i dance to my own fire
but i'd burn like hell to feel like they do
it's 3 AM, i'm waking up
i see what i am,I've seen it enough
to know this here I've really let myself go
but my heart is not as dead as it shows
instead of waking up on someone's floor, i wanna wake to someone i adore
darling search for my key
i wanna find the other side of this door
but i can hardly get a handle
the keyhole's blocked,i'm locked within
it;'s dark inside this manhole that I've covered up
and i'll watch me sink , there's so much more I've got to give
so much love beneath the skin
but I've seen myself beyond relief
i'm drenched and covered, the colors they seep into me
i can barely believe the lies that i tell
i guess it's just as well
that i haven't got someone,m that's not always fair
and it's scary to see yourself going nowhere
it's 3 AM. i'm waking up
i see what i am, I've seen it enough
to know this here I've really let myself go
but my heart's not as dead as it shows
instead of waking up on someone's floor, i wanna wake to someone i adore
darling search for my key, i wanna find the other side of this door
cause i'm more than i show to everyone
as i hide behind this front, but i won't bleed
so hold your cures, cause the less this throws the voice from my face
i'm not bleeding for anyone, i'm not bleeding until i'm done
it's 3 AM, i'm waking up
i see what i am, I've seen it enough
to know this here I've really let myself go
but my hearts not as dead as it
it's 3 AM, i'm waking up
i see what i am, I've seen it enough
to know this here I've really let myself go
but my hearts not as dead as it shows
instead of waking up on someone's floor, i wanna wake to someone i adore
darling search for my key, i wanna find the other side of this door.