So this is what it feels like when you finally lose the spark
And this is what it feels like when you finally sober up
The sentence was prison, bars are on me, camouflage
Is it a real choice, get locked away, past dirty thoughts
And if words on a page could save my world
I'd write all day
But words won't change mistakes
Or take away their consequences
When I go I'll leave this note
I've hit my all time low
From my toes up to my throat
I've hit my all time low
I'll live life till I've lost control and
I've hit my all time low
My last words carved out in stone and
I've hit my all time low
Either side feels like surrender but I have announced defeat
It's a prison cell block going toward the Middle East
I'm in between just who I was and who I'm supposed to be
The choice for me is where it calls me to interrogate me
And if words on a page could save my world
I'd write all day
But words won't change mistakes
Or take away their consequences
When I go I'll leave this note
I've hit my all time low
From my toes up to my throat
I've hit my all time low
I'll live life till I've lost control and
I've hit my all time low
My last words carved out in stone and
I've hit my all time low
Stay or go, I feel I'm at the end of my rope
Stay or go, I feel like I am never going home
I wish there was someone else to blame
I wish words could change the way I feel today
If words could save my world
I'd write all day, forever
I've hit my all time low
I'll live life till I've lost control and
I've hit my all time low
My last words carved out in stone and
I've hit my all time low