I don't patronize, I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life
I'm half asleep and I'm wide awake
This habit is always so hard to breakI don't wanna be the bad guy
Been blaming myself and I think you know why
I'm killing time and times killing you
Every way that I doDid you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone elsePlease just follow me
I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone elseI'm under the gun, you're like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what I wanted but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shutIt's not enough, it's never enough
And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck
Can't focus it but I try it over and over againDid you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone elsePlease just follow me
I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone elsePlease just follow me
I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
Make me feel likeDid you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me 'cause I can't stay with someone else
I try and suck it up, I just keep fucking up
I want you all to myselfDid you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me 'cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else