Feels like my life’s in disarray
I get down on my knees and try to pray
I feel so lost
So many questions, so little time
Feels like I’m going out of my mind
I’m confused
I don’t want you to see me cry
Don’t want you to look into my eyes
I’m scared
Unprepared
I wanna do it alone
Handle it all by myself
I try to pretend I don’t need anyone
that I’m just fine
I don’t wanna show vulnerability
to tell you how much you mean to me
I can’t care
You’re so unaware
I bite my nails in frustration
Pace back and forth, wait for the phone to ring
But I can’t give in
Only one chance though it’s come so close
It’s seems so far away and hopeless
I’m just scared, feels so unprepared
I wanna run and hide
Deny that I have these feelings inside
I’m just scared
Feel so unprepared
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Lyrics submitted by Rose.