The more I break
As I continue this
And here I’ll stay
Bury me, Bury me
Know that time will take
Everything out of me
And I will sink
Bury me, Bury me
In my own grave
Your siren song still echoes
Through the cave of loneliness
A million words been written
A thousand pages burned
A hundred lessons given
And I still have yet to learn
Now i’m on my knees
Asking why did I need you in my life
Now i’m in this room
Craving the touch of you
All because I fear
What letting go might do
The more I break
As I continue this
And here I’ll stay
Bury me, Bury me
Know that time will take
Everything out of me
And I will sink
Bury me, Bury me
Now I know we’ve all sat there
Lying awake as if sleep is even an option
The darkness is blinding, but the ceiling is vivid and mocks me
It doesn’t speak or utter words
And I find that to be the issue
Because no matter how long I stare and question
I’ll never receive an answer as to why I still miss you
Drowning in the depths of remorseful tides
I’m waving a white flag
I’m surrendering, I’m surrendering
I’ve given and given everything
But I can’t take the thought of you
This is me, This is now
Where my life has fallen to
Lying so alone
Trying to make sense in any sense of the word
Attempting to find logic
When everything is absurd
I often question if i’m alive or just barely breathing
If i’m still under the sheets with you
Or still alone under that same, quiet ceiling
And it must be said, it must be done
And now I must insist
That the Love that we thought we had
Just simply did not exist.
Take me away
Dear Numbness, please take me
All I know
This burden thrives
Deep inside
It’s so alive
I watched the spaces where our hands laced together
Begin to separate wider than ever
To the point where I could feel coldness in the warmth we created
And now this portrait we painted
Once full of enriching colors with hope that it stated
Is now becoming fainted and faded
Leaving only an outline of a love that’s been hated
Our true value has been weighted
Yet in the heat of every moment, we try and conduct reasoning in our madness
To wear masks over our sadness
And pretend that we’re dancing in light, when we’re really drowning in blackness
Our palettes have a constant taste of malice
‘Cause we were two beings that were searching for a non-existent balance
It’s time to end this madness
The more I break
As I continue this
And here I’ll stay
Bury me, Bury me
Know that time will take
Everything out of me
And I will sink
Bury me, Bury me
Because everything I ever asked
Was nothing you ever gave
You’re the one who killed our love
So i’ll be the one to dig the grave
Stuck in a fragile memory that won’t seem to shatter
A vibrant pattern that has lost all it’s matter
A vibrant pattern, A lifeless matter
When will this break, What will it take?
So before I fade into the dark
And I wave goodbye to that final spark
Just please believe that I believed in Us
And that our love has made it’s fateful mark