Bitter Pill

My heart pumps this blood rush still; my legs numb

My sweat drips down my face

Clears my vision

I battle myself

I battle

Keep my hands from my throat

For this silence

I battle myself

I battle

Swallow down now whole

Bitter pill unfolds

I lose my surroundings and fake that

I've gained hope

This bitter pill he swallows takes the tension

He's lost control of his hands

Control of steps

Somewhere he fears

Was almost sure

Could never happen to him

When this pill dissolves in his suffering body

He'll lay there stiff and shamelessly

I see my surroundings

(I see my surrounding)

Guilty acts laced with fear

Tie the knots to be temporarily secure

Guilty acts laced with fear

Tie the knots to be...