Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart againYou all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start againI don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonightClutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath againI hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left againI don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonightI'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it endsI don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I meanI don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight