Broken Heart

I’ll start this broken heart

I’ll fix it up so it will work again

Better than before

Then I’ll star in a mystery

A tragic tale of all that’s yet to come

With fingers crossed, there will be love

But I get carried away with every day

And every fantasy

The deeper the wound, the harder I swoon

And wish that that was me

So much to say but no words to convey

The loneliness building with each passing day

But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it

I’ll devise the best disguise

A brand new look and take them by surprise

They’ll never guess what’s not inside

I’ll express myself with ease

With confidence and character complete

With fingers crossed they’ll talk to me

But I get carried away with every page

In every magazine

The cheaper the thrill, the deeper I fill

My head with blasphemy

So much to say but no words to convey

The loneliness building with each passing day

But I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it

I’ll destroy this useless heart

I’ll fuck it up so it’ll never beat again

Not just for me but for anyone

But I get carried away with every phrase

And made up malady

The longer I hide behind these lies

The more I disintegrate

So much to say but no words to convey

The loneliness building with each passing day

Never get used to it, you just have to live with it