This town had sunk its teeth
Deep inside of me
And now I struggle just to breathAnd this used to be my own safety
The side walks the doorknob
And the memories are gray
I'd rather keep them all that way'Cuz I can't relive all of those nights
When I was afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same
When I was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've hadI can't go back to all this
(The pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this nowLook at me, I'm a mess
A mess of everything
That I never wanted to beI can't relive, I can't relive all of those nights
When I was afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same
When I was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've hadI can't go back to all this
(The pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this
I can't go back to all this nowAll of those nights
When I was afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same
When I was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've hadI can't go back to all this
(The pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this
I can't go back to all this now