I down cups of sludge
And stay up forever
'Cause I'm too afraid of what happens
When I fall asleepCan't drift away
If you keep on holding tight
Trust me, it's not worth the fightBaby I swear that
I don't really know if I'm lying to you
Or hiding the truth from myself
And I'm sorry I'm not
But you deserve to feel dumb
If you thought I was somebody elseI know that you checked my pulse
To see if I was freaking out
'Cause you were freaking out
But I remain comatose
From coast to coast'Cause everyone I care about
Is miles away
Can't figure out the words to say
That I made a mistakeIt's not my fault
If I can't see
How you could fall so easily
And I am never going to be
What you saw inside of meI'm thinking of
Reasons not to love you
Ways I can push you away
And it's safe to assume
When you step in this room
You should thank your stars for everydayI don't really know if I'm lying to you
Or hiding the truth from myself
And I'm sorry I'm not
But you deserve to feel dumb
If you thought I was somebody else