(Hook)
Daddy's lil gangster, not your lil girl
You left me all alone to survive this crazy world
I made it through the hard times without you in my life
And the only memory i have about you is a strife
Daddy's lil gangster, not your lil girl
You left me all alone to survive this crazy world
I made it through the hard times without you in my life
And the only memory i have about you is a strife
(Verse 1)
This song goes out to you the one who made who i am
After hearing this maybe then you'll understand
The reason for my pain and the hate that's in my veins
The anger that i felt inside since a young age
Lets go back to the past
So we can analyze the facts
I know that you were there when I came into this world
Went out and celebrated cuz you had a lil girl
Time was going by the love was growin in my heart
You tried to be a man and you tried to play the part
Started dissin on your wife
Going in and out my life
To young to even notice that you left us all alone
I used to always ask when is daddy coming home
Used to cry myself to sleep I didn't know how to react
Was a fool to believe that you were ever coming back
Used to have me thinking that I should have been aborted
Cuz this family that you made, you never once supported
(Hook)
(Verse 2)
Nights became colder, the hate was taking over
Started rollin with the soldiers when I got a lil older
Was child of the night packin heat and starting fights
Depended on the pipe just to set my mind right
The streets became my father
Cuz you didnt even bother
Went from books and educations
To hoods and altercations
Instead of Mathematics I was counting automatics
Learned my lessons the hard ways pullin GTA'S
kickin back on driveways talkin bout better days
Sippin on some Mickey's white shirt and black Dickies
Puffin on that sticky bumpin oldies from the 50's
A young julenile
With a crazy lifestyle
Living life without fear
Cuz all my hopes disappeared
Found a new family
That could help
That could help and understand me
Got the love that was needed with respect I was treated
Finally had it all, my life was know completed
(Hook)
(Verse 3)
Tell me why should i forgive you for all the pain you caused
All the crazy things you did and all the years that you lost
You wonder why I feel this way
And this is what I say
You were no where to be found
Moms the one who held us down
Where the hell were you when I had a bad cough
And where the hell were you when they cut the lights off
where the fuck were you when i was getting beat down
By your first son when your ass left town
You never gave a fuck that we were running out of food
And i don't give a fuck if you don't like my attitude
You never were my father you're just a sperm donor
As far as I'm concerned you a bitch with no honor
Don't like how i turned our or what comes out my mouth
Well fuck your whole life and everything that your about
Take a good look at your precious lil girl
All grown up living in a gangsters world
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Lyrics submitted by Jazmine Jenkins.