(Intro)
Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality(Verse 1)
I got banned from YouTube
For Death Wish
While niggaz flooded the airwaves
With fake shitLike facades their flow
mirage and makeshiftTrying hard to sabotage
My spaceshipA shooting star
I'm shooting hard
For greatnessUnderdogged and overlooked
In most casesStill I hit a grand slam
Covered all the bases
Still you motherfuckas overlook me
For the basicFrom tragedy to triumph
No victory for victims
No struggle then no muscle
No pity for a quitterYou niggaz though
I'm really quitting
How the fuck you figure?This is a new beginning
From an old endingThis ain't the 4th quarter
Nor the 9th inningFor this street reporter
This is the Hall of HorrorsOnly my own rendition
The Sum of All Fears, bitch
Deluxe EditionI got you rappers wishing...(Hook)
Sometimes wish I've never been born
Sometimes wish I've never been born
Sometimes wish I've never been born
Sometimes wish I've never been born
At all....(Verse 2)
Our father
Our bother
Our problem
In a game of Russian Roulette
I'm the Gold RevolverThe King of Sorrow
Enough Tears to lend tomorrowLife sucks, my nigga
Your momma should've swallowedFrom your father's wood
Life isn't goodCan't explain anything
It's all misunderstoodThe United States
Trying to be GOD
Fucked up and burnt Korans
Now we in JihadThen you go to church
Then they try to make you think
GOD is gonna open up the sky
And interveneIf you really read the book
Then you know the planMan will destroy himself
By his own handAs the end gets nearer
My visions clearerThis ain't your average album
I'm not your average niggaThe world is getting sicker
So many people dying
Because we all gave up
Your kids are sick of trying(Hook x1)(Vamp)
I wish (Every hater in the world would just die)
I wish (All my enemies commit suicide)
I wish (Instead of being born, I wish I would've died)
I wish (I didn't have to go to hell and then fry)(Hook to end)