I awake to shades of gray
Stumbling silhouette just broke the ashtray
Try to remember why you're in my room
The cocaine never lets you sleepIt only supplements the drinkin'
Did a chemical reaction
Transform you to this?I don't know what I'd do
If I ever see you outside of my nightmares
Down on your knees sayin' your prayersWhites in your eyes turned to yellow
You're decomposing
Tobacco stained teeth hide behind cracking lips
Makes smilin' hard without bleedingIt's spinning out of control
This condition far worse than critical
Pinch myself awake but this is no dream
Wither and die in front of meThere's been a big mistake
'Cause that shit you drank was no love potion
You're tryin' hard but gettin' nothin'I won't play a part in this game
Of your self-destruction
Step outside you're gettin' nothin'I won't play a part in this game
Of your self-destruction