Feel the pain and fucking anguish pouring over me
Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony
I once was fine it's not alright it's getting hard to think
Am I insane or am I drowning in the agonyAm I alive or just breathing
Cast like a stone out to sea
I'm sinking
Buried my lies and my secrets
Down where the world never sees
My demonsAnd I swear it never had to end like this
If I could just pretend
I'm not those things that you resent my friends
Just leave me here for dead
Cause I'm left with nothing
But self destruction
Stare down the cliff to my decent
Into the deep end
Into the deep endAm I distraught in deceiving
Sick thoughts that hang over me with meaningFeel the pain and fucking anguish pouring over me
Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony
I once was fine it's not alright it's getting hard to think
Am I insane or am I drowning in the agonyAnd I swear it never had to end like this
If I could just pretend
I'm not those things that you resent my friends
Just leave me here for dead
Cause I'm left with nothing
But self destruction
Stare down the cliff to my decent
Into the deep endThe monsters under my bed won't seem to leave me alone
They sleep inside of my head, deceive to leave but they won't
The monsters under my bed won't seem to leave me alone
They sleep inside of my head, deceive to leave but they won't
They won'tAnd I swear it never had to end like this
If I could just pretend
I'm not those things that you resent my friends
Just leave me here for dead
Cause I'm left with nothing
But self destruction
Stare down the cliff to my decent
Into the deep end
Into the deep end