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Dear DiaryMood: ApatheticMy life is spiraling downward
I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert
It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like Stab My Heart Because I Love You and Rip Apart My Soul and of course Stabby Rip Stab Stab and It doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either,
Like that guy from that band can do...Some days...I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be.
You'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
'Cause our dudes look like chicks, and our chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestiteStop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emoI don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emoI'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara now I'm grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I cant get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one.Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emoI don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emoDye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emoI play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emoMy life is just a black abyss... ya know..its so dark. And its suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
Im just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me Catcher in the Rye and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said I like girls, I'd only be half right.I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emoScrew X-box I play old school Nintendo
I must be emoI like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emoMe and my friends all look like clones
I must be emoMy parents don't get me, ya know
They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy...well, a couple guys. But, I mean, it's the 2000s. Cant 2...or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay?
I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways.
I don't know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me. Youre my best friend....I feel like tacos