Like a feeling that I'm down
Deep inside my heart
Like I'm looking out through splitting blood red
Windows in my heartFrom a higher up than heaven
And a harder down than stone
Shake the fear that always clawing
Pulls me clawing down aloneAs I spitting, splitting, blood red
Breaking windows in my heart
And the past is taunting fear of ghosts
Is forcing me apartAnd the further I get
From the things that I care about
The less I care about
How much further away I getAnd the further I get
From the things that I care about
The less I care about
How much further away I getI am lost again
With everything gone
And more alone
Than I have ever beenI expect you to understand, to feel it too
But I know that even if you will
You cannot ever help me
Nor can I ever help youNor can I ever help you
Never ever help you