First Time

So whats wrong with me, I can't sleep,

pull these bedsheets over me and let me be,

with broken hearts, and black and blues,

I' m shivering because I wondered what you'd think,

if I didn't break, and made a change for you

It feels like, the first time, that I am standing on my own,

and I'm not wasted tonight, not wasted tonightIt takes a part of me, can't you see,

I'm pushing through your tidal waves so I can breathe,

with no regrets, so bittersweet,

I'm holding on because I waited for your call,

if you care at all, I will wait for youTonight I throw myself into, this blanket of relief,

where i can get release, but you can't understand,

whats happening to me, and these songbirds in between,

sing anthems out to you