I remember was the month October
In a garage I was standing scared and somber
I could smell your breathing and the pain you're leaving
So ashamed I'm feeling and now I am left to fateFor all the times I've been losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
You made me suffer, motherfucker
Ripped my heart out it was so goodI remember words that never left me
For a scull of silver here's what you'd do for me
If you tell I'll kill you, rip the child out from you
Wish that I could stop you, please God make this go awayFor all the times I've been losing my mind.
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you made me suffer, motherfucker
Ripped my heart out, innocence was lostAnd I feel it, I can't take it
I don't want it anymore
Was only five and I feel it
Can't take it anymoreFor all the times I heard you, say in my goddamned mind
Make it sooner if I suck you, I'd make you suffer
Make you suffer, motherfuckerFor all the times I've been losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer, motherfucker
Ripped my heart out, I was onlyFor all the times I've been losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer, motherfucker
Ripped my heart out I was only five, five, five
Five, five, five, five, five