I've been tryna stop the pills
They don't take away the feels
But don't matter where I run
No I cant get over these hills
So I, sit down at the bar
Beg and plead for another round
Its the potency that I need
Just to keep me down
I been tryna see how to flee from reality
Bottom of the bottle got the key to my fallacy
Oh lord
I got pockets full of pain
When I'm walkin through the rain
I been tryna contemplate
Why my life ain't been the same
Ain't no need to complain
I ain't gonna change, Guess I gotta maintain
Push my my way through these mountains, oh man
Stop myself from drownin, again
Not immune to the scrutiny, this what judgement do to me
Death does never control you may be readin my eulogy, my god
Yes I've got dreams and visions
But must be losin prescription
Cause i cant see in the distance
Blink too fast you might miss this
Yes I've got dreams and visions
But must be losin prescription
Cause I cant see in the distance
Blink too fast you might miss this
Yeah you might miss my drip
To the top I'm headed quick
Standin tall I don't ever sit
Pray to lord I don't ever slip
Cause, I been rockin and rollin
Been tryna go with the motions
Feel like this ocean implodin
Im bout to crack open codeine
Wait, maybe I'm goin to far
Just did a bump in the back of the car
Now I'm feelin like a super star
While I'm numb
Yeah, stay humble pay my dues
To myself I must stay true
Sobriety please come through
Help me out
No, just keep doin what you do
Evadin me through and through
I'm tryna get to you
Why you always on the run, yeah yeah
I need you like a mother need the sun, yeah yeah
All these chemicals screw up with my mental institutions
Its time to have a heart to heart with myself
Like what is you doin
My body's a temple I need to drop down to my knees
Beg and plead, that I can somehow find me serenity
Ain't be easy no no no
But I'm positively sure sure
Yes I've got dreams and visions
But must be losin prescription
Cause I cant see in the distance
Blink too fast you might miss this
Yes I've got dreams and visions
But must be losin prescription
Cause I cant see in the distance
Blink too fast you might miss this
Lyrics Submitted by Ivy C.