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Do you go to the dungeon

To find out how to make peace

With your days in the dungeon?

Writing a letter to you didn't make me any more peaceful

Than how I felt when we weren't speaking

Because I didn't cop to what I did

I can't love you because we're supposed to have professional boundaries

I'd like you to be schooled and in awe

As though you were kissed by God full on the lipsI'm in the front row

The front row with popcorn

I get to see you close upI'm too tired to recount the unpleasantries one by one one minutes I want to

Banish you the next I want to be on a deserted island with you along with my

Three favorite cd's ambivalent yet in your bed we've yet to acknowledge what

Really happened

Slid into the ditch

I have this overwhelming loss of ambition

We said let's name thirty good reasons why we shouldn't be together

I started by saying things like 'you smoke' 'you live in new jersey'

You started saying things like 'you belong to the world'

All of which could have been easily refuted but the conversation was

Hypothetical

I am totally short of breath for you why can't you shut your stuff offI'm in the front row

The front row with popcorn

I get to see you see you close upAnd I laughed until my lungs hurt I love how you bust my chops you don't

Always feel seen sometimes you feel erasable unfortunately I cannot

Reciprocate in my current state I think we should be careful of how much time

We spend together

For a while I'm speaking

You know how much you hate to be interrupted

Maybe spend some time alone fill up your proverbial cup

So that it doesn't always have to be about you

I've been wanting your undivided attention

I like the fact that you're nothing like me

Are you not burdoned by the lack of perspective people

Have of your charmed life (seemingly)?I'm in the front row

The front row with popcorn

I get to see you see you close upYou never meant to be ungrateful nor held up to be whipped or wept for

Certainly not analyzed prodded at more ways than one apparently you've been

Misrepresented dealing with the concept of arrows being slung towards your

Outrageous fortune

Hey I'm not mad at you guardian

I'm mad at myself for spending so much time with you and your jeckyl and

Hydeness

I'm glad I figuratively slapped you on the wrist

You laughed a wicked laugh and said 'come here let me clip your wings'

(I know he's blood but you can still turn him away you don't owe him anything)'Raise the roof' he yelled 'yeah raise the roof' I yelled back

(Unfortunately you need a health scare to reprioritize)

No thanks to the soap box

Having me rile against them won't make an ounce of differenceI'm in the front row the front row with popcorn. I get to see you see you

Close upOh the things I've done for you many a sitch a friend a man's been left for

You oh the books I've read for you the tongues I've bitten for you many a new

City for you many a risk taken for you (not a single regret)

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