I've said goodbye so many times, I'm not even sure If I know what the word means anymore,
I stepped aside as they went running for the door, gave every little part of me and then I gave some more.
I never let myself get carried away.
So hard to make it back, and its harder just to stay.
I get closer, and you get lost on the way.
I have built and I have broken down my walls
its when I am defenseless I always seem to fall
I've taken pills, chasing the thrill,
but I get what I've been paying for is never worth the bill.
And I've never let someone take all of me.
Thats why I'm so surprised, when I lose my heart so easily.
And I get found out, and you get something for free.
I never let myself get carried away.
Its so hard to make it back, and its harder just to stay.
I get closer and you get lost on the way.....~
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Lyrics submitted by Kathy DePalmenary.