Holiday

little did I know

you're my holiday

the place where I escape

to forget about how I don't see you enoughto displace the rage

defuse the urge

to throw it all away

and become your slaveI'll take you holiday

let's go holidaythis is not a dark thought,

not from one who needs constant reassurance

you give me the sword an the power

to slay who I like

and to be who I likeand I will be the one for you, holiday

yes I will be the one for you, holidaywhere do the arrows point?

to my holiday

where do I feel the sun

in my holiday

where does my hoeart start to beat?

at the bridge to your eyes

at the path to your scars

at the sway of your diamond black oceanI feel this serene

when I let myself go

and give up all control

and my worn-out desire

to be free.