House Of Cards

It's late at night the world's asleep

And I'm trying not to think

I take some pills 'cuz my mind bleeds

I'm thinking what is wrong with me

Because the only thing I know

About honesty

Is every lie I've told

That you believed

I'm afraid to be alone

I'm afraid that one day you'll find out

And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep

You'll be amazed at my mouth full of lies

Well, I'm too afraid to come clean

'Cuz my life's still free in the house of cards

Now I can't look you in your eyes

Because the guilt is killing me

I try to disconnect my heart again

Just so I can breathe

I wanna be myself again

But I just can't 'cuz

I'm afraid to be alone

I'm afraid that one day you'll find out

And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep

You'll be amazed at my mouth full of lies

Well, I'm too afraid to come clean

'Cuz my life's still free in the house of cards

It's such a shame what I've become

After years of breaking down

My whole life has come undone

'Cuz I'm trying to fake it all

And I know that you love someone

But that someone isn't me

Well, [Incomprehensible]

And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep

You'll be amazed at my mouth full of lies

Well, I'm too afraid to come clean

'Cuz my life's still free in the house of cards

You'll be amazed

You'll be amazed