House of Cards

It's late at night the world's asleep

And I'm trying not to think

I take some pills cause my mind bleeds

I'm thinking what is wrong with me

Because the only thing I know about honesty

Is every lie I told that you believed

I'm afraid, to be alone

I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out

And you'll be amazed

At the secrets I keep

You'll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

But I'm too afraid to come clean

Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards

Now I can't look you in your eyes

Because the guilt is killing me

I try disconnect my heart again

Just so I can breathe

I wanna be myself again

But I just can't cause

I'm afraid, to be alone

I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out

And you'll be amazed

At the secrets I keep

You'll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

But I'm too afraid to come clean

Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards

It's such a shame what I've become

After years of breaking down

My whole life has come undone

Cause I'm trying to fake it all

And I know that you love someone

But that someone isn't me

Or is this me?

No

And you'll be amazed

At the secrets I keep

You'll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

But I'm too afraid to come clean

Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards

You'll be amazed

You'll be amazed

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Lyrics submitted by Leah.