I lost all my thoughts of angels in an aspirin billboardWalking down 16th street, hit the cross street Catatonia
I wish I had the strength to do your drugs, it must take strengthThis life inside is hard to bring outsideNow you turn and cross the cornerCold sweat, think of what's for dinner
Think I should be thinking deeper, this is your excuse to go outside
I'm sick not hungry, sick of people starved for loveI keep creating errands to take to people to talk to meBut still nothing human, money changes hands is allThis world's a broken record skipping on the call with no responseThis is what you've been working towardsAfter all this time...think you'd learn
This punishment is your reward
When you got your wish bridges were burnedWhat are you taking so hard and why?And are you giving anything back?You made your life, now live in it
Misgiving isn't just another form of giving, is it?
Learning how to live without herThe one who gave you thirty chances
All of which you promptly blewIf up to you, you'd die to not offendTo not offend.