I've never felt so alive
I've never had to run and hide
The things I want I cannot have
The things I need are all so badWhat'd you say?I coulda been
I coulda been
I coulda been
I am, I amYou coulda been
You coulda been
You coulda been
You are, you areMy best excuse is that I'm drained
From everything that keeps me sane
My sickness keeps me in control
From everything you'll never knowWhat'd you say?I coulda been
I coulda been
I coulda been
I am, I amYou coulda been
You coulda been
You coulda been
You are, you areDoes it make you happy?
Does it make you mad?
Why am I still laughing?
Look at what you hadDoes it make you feel good?
Does it make you sick?
That you knew that I would
Be the one to tripI coulda been
I coulda been
I coulda been
I am, I amYou coulda been
You coulda been
You coulda been
You are, you areNo control
No control
No control