When I'm asleep
I leave the light on
And try to breathe
Relive the moment I was bornI feel the breeze
It feels electric
Then mockery
Another headache I rejectSuppose the feeling's real
You'd never know
Suppose it's what you feel
You'll never knowThat's what I don't understand
That's what I don't know
That's what I don't understand
That's what I don't knowNow I'm awake
I leave the light on
And take a swim
Beneath the rocks and undertowI try to scream
I don't remember where I've been
A trampoline
Another lack of oxygenSuppose the feeling's real
You'd never know
Suppose it's what you feel
You'll never knowThat's what I don't understand
That's what I don't know
That's what I don't understand
That's what I don't knowI open my mouth but there's
Nothing to swallow down
I'm scratching my face like there's
Something, farther downIt's like a drug
I turn the light off
And pull the plug
But still it always comes back onSuppose you change your mind
And back again
Suppose you had more time
And adrenalineThat's what I don't understand
That's what I don't know
That's what I don't understand
That's what I don't knowThat's what I don't understand
That's what I don't know
That's what I don't understand
That's what I don't know
What I don't know