I Have Such a Hard Time Making New Friends

I had been feeling sick lately

3 days maybe 4

and he was looking at me funny like he had seen me before

I threw my best right hand cross across his left hand cheek

and a tragedy is written in the bathroom sinkGive me back my gun

its intent is not pure

he's got it bad bleeding tears upon the kitchen floor

I saw a crack in your halo today

such big words for a tiny little man

he said, "In my mind I am the hero today."I take 1 in the morning and 2 at 3

another before supper and 5 to sleep

just a chemical reaction in my head

it all turns upside down in my head

I must have blacked out

I doubled up on my meds

you see I have such a hard time making new friends