I Held Her In My Arms

I'm gnawing on the knowledge that I have been burnt

And I'm learning things that I should've already learnt

Everyone I ever knew was so kind and coy

I was with a girl, but it felt like I was with a boy,

I can't even remember if we were lovers or if I just wanted to

but I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms,

but it wasn't you,

I will not kill, The one thing that I love

In this world of wreckage, I look above

say Help me Lord, Help me understand

What it means to be a boy, What it means to be a man,

I can't even remember if we were lovers or if I just wanted to

but I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms

but it wasn't you,

I'm gnawing on the knowledge that I have been burnt

And I'm learning things that I should've already learnt

Everyone I ever knew was so kind and coy

I was with a girl, but it felt like I was with a boy,

I can't even remember if we were lovers or if I just wanted to

but I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms

but it wasn't you,

I can't even remember if we were lovers or if I just wanted to

but I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms, I held her in my arms

but it wasn't you,