im not addicted to drugs
im addicted to being hurt
it may seem berserk
but none of these stress relievers work
poppin' pill after pill
trying to get my head straight
trying to overpower the pain
until the next day
but it aint happening
im an addict thats half asleep
while the other half of me is
trapped in a series of bad dreams
my current position was trippin on shrooms and acid casts
until my ass collapses suicide was the aftermath
falling down
erasing memories you gave to me
im still alive and nothing you say
can make me breathe
so please take away the pain that hurts me
i don't want to be alone and thirsty
so many drugs to push the pain
i have entrapped in me
cause i don't wanna live my life
inside this fantasy
so please take away the pain that fills me
i don't wont to be the one that kills me
i cant take this pain
cause im DYING
i cant close my eyes
cause im CRYING
cause these pills
have taken over my brain
side effects causes pain
i think im going insane
(INSANE)
i cant take this pain
cause im DYING
i cant close my eyes
cause im CRYING
cause these pills
have taken over my brain
side effects causes pain
i think im going insane
(INSANE)
i guess im insane indeed
cause no matter what the fuck i do
you never seem happy
adapting to stronger drugs
larger quantities
killing myself constantly
my eyes start to bleed
the feeling of being alive
just isn't enough
syringes i stuff with heroine
im feeling the rush
inside of my veins
and my brains fried from feeling to much
with drugs im willing to crush
my chances of being in love
falling down
erasing memories you gave to me
im still alive and nothing you say
can make me breathe
so please take away the pain that hurts me
i don't want to be alone and thirsty
so many drugs to push the pain
i have entrapped in me
cause i don't wanna live my life
inside this fantasy
so please take away the pain that fills me
i don't wont to be the one that kills me
i cant take this pain
cause im DYING
i cant close my eyes
cause im CRYING
cause these pills
taken over my brain
side effects causes pain
i think im going insane
(INSANE)
i cant take this pain
cause im DYING
i cant close my eyes
cause im CRYING
cause these pills
have taken over my brain
side effects causes pain
i think im going insane
(INSANE)
maybe because you made my that way
turn me into a monster
i would of never become
creating thoughts of dying
eventually severed my brain
irritated my veins
intoxicated my system
it went on for days
i had prayed for some wisdom
i wanted your fuckin opinion
so im making you listen
listen to all the pain Ive been feeling recently
killed myself
and only now do you realize that
you miss me
falling down
erasing memories you gave to me
im still alive and nothing you say
can make me breathe
so please take away the pain that hurts me
i don't want to be alone and thirsty
so many drugs to push the pain
i have entrapped in me
cause i don't wanna live my life
inside this fantasy
so please take away the pain that fills me
i don't wont to be the one that kills me
i cant take this pain
cause im DYING
i cant close my eyes
cause im CRYING
cause these pills
have taken over my brain
side effects causes pain
i think im going insane
(INSANE)
i cant take this pain
cause im DYING
i cant close my eyes
cause im CRYING
cause these pills
have taken over my brain
side effects causes pain
i think im going insane
(INSANE)