I Used To Love Him

Now I don't, I used to

Love him, now I don't, now I don'tAs I look at what I've done, the type of life that I've lived

How many things I pray the Father will forgive

One situation involved a young man

He was the ocean and I was the sand

He stole my heart like a thief in the night

Dulled my senses and blurred my sightAnd I used to love him but now I don't

I used to love him but now I don'tI chose the road of passion and pain

Sacrificed too much and waited in vain

Gave up my power, ceased being queen

Addicted to love like the drug of, drug of a fiend

See, torn and confused, wasted and used

Reached the crossroad, which path would I choose?Stuck and frustrated I waited, debated

For somethin' to happen that just wasn't fated

Thought what I wanted was somethin' I needed

When Momma said no, then I just should have heeded

Misled, I bled till the poison was gone

And out of the darkness arrived the sweet dawnI used to love him, but now I don't

I used to love him, yeah yeah yeah, but now I don'tFather, you saved me and you showed me that life

Was much more than being some foolish man's wife

Showed me that love was respect and devotion

Greater than planets and deeper than any ocean

See, my soul was weary, but now it's replenished

Content because that part of my life is finishedI see him sometimes and the look in his eye

Is one of a man who's lost treasures untold

But my heart is guilty, I took back my soul

And totally let my Creator control

The life which was his

The life which was his, to begin withNow I don't, I used to

Love him, now I don't

Now I don't, I used to

Love him, now I don'tNow I don't, I used to

Love him, now I don't

Now I don't, I used to

Love him, now I don't, now I don'tI used to love him but now I don't

I used to love him, yeah yeah yeah, but now I don't

I used to love him but now I don't