I Used to Have a Heart

I used to have a heart worth a billion bucks

Now it's shitty, shoddy, cheap

Sell it in my sleep for the fakes to eat

While they kiss my ass and tell me what I needSex fiends with a vacant dream, a tattoo of a soul

And the words you said ringing in my head

Wonder where the love they stole is hidingAll I wanna do is be mended by you

I don't wanna be confused, I just want to find you

All I wanna kill is that which keeps me ill

Underwhelmed and unfulfilledDenial of the knowledge that

They're living in a lame excuse

Denial of the fact they're fed

It's like they're gorging on the truthIts not alright with me

The love I lack, I need, I want you back

It's not alright with me

The circle torn apart, I used to have a heart

I used to have a heartI used to know a girl with the deepest trust

That a man could ever know

I broke her neck with the lack of respect

That I learned as an embryo on the West CoastWhere the dead paint Hollywood red

The facade is well fed with the blood of the Capulets

Spread like jelly on bread, marking the doors of the firstborns

Weaned from birth on medsAll I wanna say is this could be okay

I don't wanna be a slave, just want to spend my days

Wandering through the haze, your voice to lead the way

I can finally go and say, heyI was in denial of the knowledge that

I was living in an empty lie

I was in denial of what you are to me

My heart, my love, my guideIt's not alright with me

The love I lack, I need, I want you back

It's not alright with me

The circle torn apart, I used to have a heartThere you are in front of me

Luminescent as you used to be

Just sing the saddest song for me

Revive me, revive me[Incomprehensible]I used to have a heart