If You Only Knew

If you only knew

I'm hanging by a thread, the web I spin for you

If you only knew

I'd sacrifice my beating heart before I lose you

I still hold onto the letters you returned

I swear I've lived and learned

It's 4:03, and I can't sleep

Without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea

If I drown tonight, bring me back to life

Breathe your breath in me

The only thing that I still believe in is you

If you only knew

If you only knew how many times I counted

All the words that went wrong

If you only knew how I refuse to let you go

Even when you're gone

I don't regret any days I spent

Nights we shared or letters that I sent

It's 4:03, and I can't sleep

Without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea

If I drown tonight, bring me back to life

Breathe your breath in me

The only thing that I still believe in is you

If you only knew, if you will only knew

I still hold onto the letters you returned

You helped me live and learn

It's 4:03, and I can't sleep

Without you next to me, I toss and turn like the sea

If I drown tonight, bring me back to life

Breathe your breath in me

The only thing that I still believe in is you

Believe in is you, I still believe in you, oh

If you only knew