Incomplete

One day, I'll find relief

I'll be arrived and I'll be a friend to my friends

Who know how to be friends

One day, I'll be at peace

I’ll be enlightened and I'll be married

With children and maybe adopt

One day, I will be healed

I will gather my wounds

Forge the end of tragic comedy

I have been running so sweaty my whole life

Urgent for a finish line

And I have been missing the rapture this whole time

Of being forever incomplete

One day, my mind will retreat

And I'll know God

And I'll be constantly one with her

Night, dusk and day

One day, I'll be secure

Like the women I see

On their thirtieth anniversaries

I have been running so sweaty my whole life

Urgent for a finish line

And I have been missing the rapture this whole time

Of being forever incomplete

Ever unfolding, ever expanding

Ever adventurous and torturous

But never done

One day, I will speak freely

I'll be less afraid

And measured outside of my poems and lyrics and art

One day, I will be faith filled

I'll be trusting and spacious

Authentic and grounded and whole

I have been running so sweaty my whole life

Urgent for a finish line

And I have been missing the rapture this whole time

Of being forever incomplete