Is This the End? (At the Age Of 17)

is my family falling apart or has it already and is my life falling apart because I'm not ready to live in this world all alone the best the best that I can I'm not a man just a boy going through life don't let peoples' opinions change you you must stay strong cause if your environment gets to you your sanity won't last that long is this the end? she says she doesn't want to be here well why why don't she go is she telling the truth or putting on another big show and I don't know if this would effect me or bother me in any way I live my life my own way I guess that's just how I've grown up don't let peoples' opinions change you you must stay strong cause if your environment gets to you your sanity won't last that long is this the end? is this the end? is this the end? cause I've got some good friends to help me and they've done it too things are really fuct up but I know I'll make it through but what they can't see is inside my heart is torn in knots my friends thought I had everything 'cause my parents gave me what I want so lost and confused at the age of 17 will my life stay like this will I grow up to be old and mean help me get the grass thats greener on the other side please God help me I know you're on my side I hide your sanity won't last that long don't let peoples' opinions change you you must stay strong cause if your environment gets to you is this the end? is this the end? at the age of 17 is this the end is this the end? is this the end? at the age of 17 is this the end is this the end? is this the end?