I get up and it's over
It's always over
It's raining and I'm burned
And it's late and you're goneAnd I can barely remember
Anything I did or said
Or how I lost another week
There must be something going onA nagging sense of shame I can't explain
An acrid taste of smoke and blood
And tears and drugs
And every inch of me is rawAnd it's always fucking over
It's raining and I'm blind
And it's late and you're gone
I can't do this anymore
I can't do this anymoreKeep getting there
It's over, it's always over
It's raining and I'm cracked
And it's late and you're outAnd I can't quite remember
Anything I did or said
Or how I lost another year
There must be something coming downA sweetly sour unease it's like a tease
A broken dream of guilt and fear
And spit and steel
And every piece of me in painAnd it's always fucking over
It's raining and it's cold
And it's late and you're out againRun my head around it
Like I know I really miss her
But I always want to do it now
She told me in a whisperI try so hard to place it
Wonder why I really feel it
When to send the pretty flowers
Maybe helps her to believe itRun my tongue along it
Oh, the taste is something sicker
But you know you have to do it now
She told me in a whisperIt only takes a second
But the second lasts forever
Close your eyes
And let me take you downAnd I get up and it's over
It's always fucking over
It's raining and I'm wrecked
And it's late and you'reNo, I can't remember anything I did or said
Or how I lost another life
I lost another life, I lost another life
I lost another lifeOh, I can't do this anymore
No, I can't do this anymore