Kick In the Head

hell, it sticks up so hard

it hurts my spine

half bottle planked upon the bible

I curse the day I was born

notch some nice moments

I do whatever it takes

but when the words start to get around

I feel so torn

most of my teeth feel loose

I stare at the walls

get angry at myself for a while

life's a kick in the head

it's so easy to crack

I'm dying in my heart

I'm afraid I'll become a vegetable

counting minutes

watch the world go by

I've learned to keep my mouth shut

what you think is a smile

is a grimace of strain

look at myself in a smashed up mirror

I feel like shit!

life's a kick in the head

it's so easy to crack

I'm dying in my heart

I'm afraid I'll become a vegetable