Mama tells me everything that us grandkids have achieved
That reminds me of a record deal I'm never gonna see
I can read between the lines
I know she aint proud of me
And it hurts; my heart bleeds
Cause I'm the only reason her heart beats
I failed you apparently
But Mama that aint fair to me
I'm popping pills to stay awake
These bills got me scared to sleep
(Work work)
You think it dont embarrass me to call myself ready
When all I gain is local popularity
I aint shit numerically
(I agree)
But I guarantee my music lives after they bury me
I play the cards that they gave to me
Your lawyer I prepare to be
When daddy died
His will went to his funeral and chemotherapy
Remember we could barely eat
The only thing my spoiled ass ever knew was you and dad taking care of me
I dropped out of college
Used my student loans as a charity to buy myself a studio
And a whole lot of guns
I had to rob and prepare to be
I sin terribly
Instead of saying a prayer for me
Mama please stop comparing me
There will never be another me
Life knocked me down and I fought back
(Chorus)
I got a bottle of kryptonite
Trying to free my soul
The weight of this cape is taking its toll on me
The expect me to fly
Just carry the load
They think that a man still won't fold
I'm under way to much pressure and stress
They use to appreciate now they expect
This S on my chest is not who I am
In popping kryptonite cause
Tonight I'm trying to kill superman
(Superman superman)
Trying to kill superman
They put me under pressure and expect for me to rise
Instead of pulling together
So I put on this disguise to hide my depression
They aint never seen me cry
I load up my aggression
And blow it out my 45
Funeral obsession
Man I barely feel alive
Since 2011 all my love supposively died from a friendship infection
They wanted me to provide
I put them all on supermans ride
I feel I can't define it
They tell me be strong
But the strength I can find it then they got the nerve to look at me like I'm lieing
Pull up at a mountain and tell me to go climb it
I'm losing my mind
(Said I'm losing my mind)
Whats the point in providing for people so defiant
You don't appreciate me
Fine
This time I'm done trying
Supermans done flying
(Chorus)
I got a bottle of kryptonite
Trying to free my soul
The weight of this cape is taking its toll on me
The expect me to fly
Just carry the load
They think that a man still won't fold
I'm under way to much pressure and stress
They use to appreciate now they expect
This S on my chest is not who I am
In popping kryptonite cause
Tonight I'm trying to kill superman
(Superman superman)
Trying to kill superman
They say a real mans not suppose to fold under pressure
But any normal man that has endured the things I've endured
Would have folded a long time ago
I guess I'm superman
And the only on that can kill superman
Is superman
I'm fed up
I'm tired of this pressure to succeed
(Chorus)
I got a bottle of kryptonite
Trying to free my soul
The weight of this cape is taking its toll on me
The expect me to fly
Just carry the load
They think that a man still won't fold
I'm under way to much pressure and stress
They use to appreciate now they expect
This S on my chest is not who I am
In popping kryptonite cause
Tonight I'm trying to kill superman
(Superman superman)
Trying to kill superman
Lyrics Submitted by Victoria Capell