I don't know why I'm
So caught up in covering up the past
After all this time I
I thought I would be over you at last
But it kills me at night
I was hoping you'd give me a second chance
But I'm leaving it up to you
Leaving it up to you
And there's nothing that I can do
'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay with you
No excuses so I
I thought I'd make it better as I go
If I could go back in time I
I wouldn't leave you waiting all alone
I lay awake late at night
I wish I had the courage to say no
But I'm leaving it up to you
Leaving it up to you
And there's nothing that I can do
'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay
Leaving it up to you
(I wanna come back home and)
I'm leaving it up to you
(I wanna come back home)
And there's nothing that I can do
'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay with you
With you
With you
After all this time I
Try to understand this pain
No excuses so I
Find a reason to run away to run away
To run away
But I'm leaving it up to you
Leaving it up to you
And there's nothing that I can do
'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay
Leaving it up to you
(I wanna come back home and)
I'm leaving it up to you
(I wanna come back home)
And there's nothing that I can do
'Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay with you
With you
With you