Feeling low like Im ready to crack and
Slowly moving from bending to breaking
I stay diluted to avoid the pain
But I give her more than she can takeIm only killing the only haven
The still asylum I havent destroyed yet
And when its gone, Im left with nothingThis isnt what we counted on
This isnt what we said itd be
The fantasy is dead and I cannot feel it
This isnt what we counted on
This isnt what we said itd be
The fantasy is dead and long forgottenI told her she was killing me and
She said she was already dead
Every ounce of emotion fades
And I promise you itll end someday, I hopeIm only hoping that this is common
Shes all Im left with when all this fades away
And when its gone, Im left with nothingThis isnt what we counted on
This isnt what we said itd be
The fantasy is dead and I cannot feel it
This isnt what we counted on
This isnt what we said itd be
The fantasy is dead and long forgottenShe doesnt need it, she doesnt need it
My optimism is masking my failureThis isnt what we counted on
This isnt what we said itd be
The fantasy is dead and I cannot feel it
This isnt what we counted on
This isnt what we said itd be
The fantasy is dead and long forgottenThis isnt what we counted on
This isnt what we said itd be
The fantasy is dead and I cannot feel it
This isnt what we counted on
This isnt what we said itd be
The fantasy is dead and long forgotten