Longing

I feel ugly, I'm so tired

Trying to make it all make more sense

I ask you to hold me

Hold me like never beforeI might break

I don't know how much more I can take

I ask youIt's getting to me again

I know you've never seen me like this

It's getting to me again

You don't want to see me like thisI'm spitting up life again

I'm feeling it all again

Choking

I don't want you to see me like thisLay your hands on me

Your skin is warm

You could heal me, heal me

Just show me there's moreI know you've never seen me like this

I never wanted you to see me like this

Choking

I don't want you to see me like thisI don't want you to see me like this

I don't want you to see me like this

I never wanted any of this