Drove to your house in the hills
Where I wanted to be
The lights were all on and I knew
You were waiting for me
And that road became familiar
Like the mystery shape of your heart
And I know you loved me in your way
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
I'm fine but I'm not okay
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
The fog in the morning
It clouded the world that we knew
It was almost enough
Being lonely and living for you
And the rain came to our window
And I wish I could've stayed
And I know you loved me in your way
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
I'm fine but I'm not okay
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
Let it go, let it go sunshine
Now you know, now you know
It's time, it's time
You were asleep
While I gathered my things in the dark
The burns on my fingers
Were all that was left of the spark
I didn't wanna wake you
'Cause I knew I couldn't say
But I know you loved me in your way
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
And I'm fine but I'm not okay
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days
I'm looking forward to looking back on these days