I got a new disease in me
I got a friend that's losing sleep
I take it hard, it's hard to take
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awakeOne more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
And now that's just how I tell I'm wide awakeI'll wreck this if I have to
Tell me what good would that do?
I'll wreck this if I have to
I'd be so good to you, I'd be so good to youYou get separated, somebody's gone
And I don't know how this is wrong
And I'm so frustrated, falling behind
You were a friend of mineBe so good to you
'Cause they don't know you like I do
They don't now you like I do
They don't now you like I do
They don't now you like I doThere's a difference from me to them
And the road home is paved in star fuckers requiem
I can never go, go back home again
Acadia is gone, Acadia is goneAll my indecision, all of my excess
Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best
And I just need a minute, I just need a breath
It's very hard to drink to my continued successAnd I slow down, slow
It's better in the worst way
It's getting better in the worst wayLook around, round, round
Look around, round, round, look around
Look around, round, round
Look around, round, round, look aroundLook around, round, round
Look around, round, round, look around
Look around, round, round
Look around, round, round, look aroundSo here's another day I'll spend away from you
Another night, I'm on another broken avenue
Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push it and push it until my luck is overI wonder what you're doing, I wonder if you doubt it
I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it
All the work to impress, charming girls out of their dresses
Smiling pretty and grittyI am right beside you
I am right beside you
And I'll make this perfect againCross my heart, I hope to die
Hope to die
Cross my heart, I hope to die
Hope to die
I've been here so very longI can slip into you, it's so easy to come back into you
I'm not sick of you yet, it's not as good as it gets
And this is just a part I portray
And this is just a part I portrayAnd this is just a part I portray
And this is just a part I portray
I don't know how it got this way