Sometimes I try not to hate myself
for everything i never said
when you were here and
so im burning up photographs
of what was a perfect past
cause im still here
but im barely holding on
where did i go wrong
choking on difference
between me and the world
and ever since youve been gone
ive been torn apart
i know that you cant hear me but im still hurt
and i wish you were here
its so hard that i try to bury it
pretend you didnt exist
so i can be strong
but i feel sick
and i feel diseased
cause everyone abandons me
and i cant move along
cause im barely holding on
where did i go wrong
choking on the difference
between me and the world
and ever since youve been gone
ive been torn apart
i know that you cant hear me
but im still hurt
and i wish you were here
i can not pretend you dont exist
misery is just a state of mind
hiding from the worlds no way to live
so ill convince myself that ill be fine
ill be fine
but ever since i lost you
im barely holding on
where did i go wrong
choking on the difference
between me and the world
and ever since youve been gone
ive been torn apart
i know you cant hear me
but im still hurt
so i look up to the stars
and wonder out loud
why everything i had in life
has fallen from my arms
can you even hear this song?
im screaming at the clouds
screaming at a galaxy
that never cared at all
that i need you here...
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Lyrics submitted by jessica.