Medication

This is the part of me that needs medication

This is the part of me that believes in heaven

Thinks outer space is all dead, wishes it was with itIs trying to be funny, loves my parents

Thinks that ants are cavemen, thinks all humans are ants

Learns from sitcoms means nothingAnd I don't know

Where I could go away and you could wish

That I had stayed or just stayed gone

And I don't know, and I don't know at allSo, out of the context and into what you meant

And you know your reasons

You don't know who you are but you know who you wanna be

I, I, I don't knowSo you go to the library to get yourself a book

And you look and you look

But you didn't find anything to read

And I don't know at allLeft all my kinder parts rusting and peeling

That guy was complaining as he looked at the ceiling

My nose isn't that big it looks nothing like me

We're all doctors trading sadness for numbnessGrass looks much greener but it's green-painted cement

The mayor's machines are there cleaning the pavement

You can't make dirt clean so we'll just lemon-scent it