Mixed Emotions

Sometimes I wish

I wasn't born.

Mixed emotions

about being here.

My thoughts just keep spinning.

Can't think clear.

It's not that I don't want to

keep things real.But it's hard.

So hard.

So hard to feel free.I wanna talk to people.

Be someones friend.

But I can't stand this pressure.

Try hard to stay sane.

As I meet you in the street

my head will turn down.

I would wanna get out of there.

Wouldn't wanna be found.Oh, it's hard.

So hard.

So hard to feel free.