Much Like Falling

When I said good morning

I was lying

I was truly thinking of

How I might quit waking up

He pointed out how selfish

It would be to kill myself

So I keep waking up

It feels so much like falling

Dying while I wait to die

The fear of something or nothing

Lonely empty lie

I don't want to be a liar

I don't want to be selfish anymore

I want so much to change, learning your love every day

There's still so much to know

You grip my wrists

I let go

It feels so much like falling

Separated from the fear

Aware of a destination far away from here

It feels so much like falling

Separated from the fear

Aware of a destination far away from here

Far away from here