I'm so tired
But you probably don't even
Know what I mean
I'm full of contradictions
And hypocrisies
I'm so tired
I don't even know which side of
The fighting I'm on
And if I wanted no part of it
You'd say I was doing something wrong
Today was just like yesterday
And the day before
I've been taking myself
So goddamn seriously
And I can't recall what for
I can t feel the sunshine anymore
I'm so tired
Of bitching to myself
And wrapping up my true emotions
To please everyone else
I'm so tired
Of bitching at all
Because life becomes so cynical
When you're waiting to fall
And I'm waiting to fall
Today was just like yesterday
And the day before
I've been taking myself
So goddamn seriously
And I can't recall what for
I can t feel the sunshine anymore
I'm so inspired
But you know short-lived
Inspiration can be
I'll brag about my self-improvement
Which just ends up lost
Inside of me
I've no faith in justice
Corrupted by wealth
And I've no faith in my peers
Only a fading faith inside myself
Today was just like yesterday
And the day before
I've been taking myself
So goddamn seriously
And I can't recall what for
I can t feel the sunshine anymore