Never Lost, Never Won

My smile is just a little wry;

I can take it with a grain of salt

Instead of getting sleep, I try

To make up for my lost and precious timeI could play a role,

But I lost the cool to keep control

Never mind the deal;

It was well discussed, but not agreedIt's a status quo again -

A draw in every game we play

I guess that sums it up:

We never lost,

We never wonNot a chance we'll ever change

Or that we'll find the one to blame

No one's right or wrong;

We never lost,

We never wonI used to be alright,

But now I can feel the pressure rise

Here is another new ordeal:

It's me again against my self-esteemThank you for the signs;

They could've served me well, but I was blind

Thank you for your time;

It was good to have you by my sideIt's a status quo again -

A draw in every game we play

I guess that sums it up;

We never lost,

We never wonNot a chance we'll ever change

Or that we'll find the one to blame

No one's right or wrong;

We never lost,

We never wonMy smile is just a little wry;

I can take it with a grain of salt

Instead of getting sleep, I try

To make up for my lost and precious timeThank you for the signs;

I bet you knew they were out of sight

Thank you for your time;

I wish I'd known I was wasting mine