Guilt and pain haunting me everyday
Crushing me and I can't get away
Killing my heart and soulOh, my Nicole
Still I don't know what to say
Tortured every night and day
Isn't in my controlI said, "No
I killed my baby but I loved her"
I said, "No, no
I killed my baby but I loved her"I said, "No
I killed my baby but I loved her"
I said, "No, no
I killed my baby but I loved her"
I killed my baby but ISnowy skies, far away still alive
Scars are healing in your mind
In your heart and soulOh, my Nicole
I'm starting to realize
The fatal secret of my life
Isn't in my controlI said, "No
I killed my baby but I loved her"
I said, "No, no
I killed my baby but I loved her"I said, "No
I killed my baby but I loved her"
I said, "No, no
I killed my baby but I loved her"
I killed my baby but I loved herIt's still haunting me night and day
Oh, my Nicole
You took a part of my life away
Oh, my Nicole
I relive it everyday
Oh, my Nicole, oh, my NicoleNo
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said, "No, no
I killed my baby but I loved her"
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I